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Monday, May 26, 2014

Unit Nine Final Project

Integral Health Assessment Final Project
Vernita Myers
Kaplan University
HW420
Dr. D.
May 26, 2014








As an aspiring health and wellness professional I cannot preach what I do not practice. I must lead by example. I lack credibility if I talk about the virtues of proper nutrition and regular exercise if I am modeling the opposite behavior. I need to be psychologically and spiritually healthy because all aspects of health are intertwined. What good is a physically fit body if I get a stroke due to poor stress management? How can I be psychologically healthy if I am in spiritual distress?
Unfortunately, due to a series of events that I have very little control over, I feel myself backsliding. In the unit three assessment I rated my physical health at a seven with a goal of eight. I feel that I have fallen to a five or six. I believe that the mental and emotional stress I have been under has caused me to suffer near-constant acute pain, which has forced me to limit my strength training routine. I have also had to reduce the duration and intensity of my cardiovascular routine as I lack full range of motion. My nutrition has similarly decreased. I unexpectedly have more mouths to feed without having the corresponding resources to accomplish the task. This means that I am sometimes forced to choose between quality and quantity.
Previously, I rated my spiritual well-being at a six. I hope that I am at least holding steady, but I am not so sure. This lack of certainty comes from the serious emotional and mental strain I have been under. My goals for regular church attendance and prayer meetings are under scrutiny. As a foster care provider for my niece and nephew, I have been told that I do not have the right nor permission to take the children to church. I also cannot leave the children unattended even though my niece is sixteen. This means that if my sister chooses to continue to lash out at her family, she can effectively prevent me from attending church. I will be forced to find another way to meet my spiritual needs. This has been a source of distress for me.
It is not my intention to continue to sound negative, but in the interest of an honest assessment I must say that my psychological health is also slipping. I am trying to meditate and still my mind, but I find the exercises harder to do each day. I am a single parent who is trying to blend my sister’s children into my household. This is something I do regularly, and would not be a source of great concern, but for the fact that the process for becoming a foster parent is intrusive and emotionally painful. Due to the sheer number of meetings, therapy appointments, inspections, court dates, and paperwork, many of my previously healthy practices have fallen to the wayside.
Now for the positive, I have this opportunity to truly choose this task that is before me. I know the sacrifices that it involves. However, my health cannot be one of those sacrifices. So here is my plan of action. I have been engaging in deep breathing whenever I feel acute stress or pain. This is not quite to the level of mindful meditation however; I must get control over my body and emotions before I can proceed much further. I have begun to slowly improve, and during my break between classes I intend to revisit all of the mindful meditation and loving-kindness exercises. I also intend to take a timeout whenever I feel my emotions are becoming too overwhelming. I will do this with the intention of calming my mind and preparing myself for the rest of the day. I tend to keep a daily journal, and in order to track my progress I will make daily notations of my physical and emotional state.
In terms of my spiritual health, I will have to actively seek help. It will no longer be enough to sit back and listen. I need to ask my church elders and prayer partners for help. I am not religious, but I am a person of faith. It is not the building I will miss, but the fellowship of the congregation. Perhaps if I reach out to them I will not have to lose that fellowship.
I am less worried about getting back to the level of physical fitness I am accustomed to. Thankfully in this area I have high self-efficacy. I know what I need to do. I will set realistic, challenging short-term and long-term goals. I know the system of rewards and positive reinforcement that works best for me. I know how to incorporate the support of family and friends. I have the skill set to complete this task. I will measure my success by tracking my workouts and physical activity, including duration, intensity, and performance outcomes. I will create an exercise prescription for myself and I will follow it. I will not torment myself for the temporary setback, but will instead remind myself that I have an opportunity to make positive change.
As my body and soul goes, my emotions will follow. I need no further convincing that there is a mind-body-soul connection. I feel it. I must identify that which is causing unnecessary pain. I must work through the pain that is necessary, for as Dacher points out, that is where the growing occurs (2006). I will take the time I need to prepare my mind each day, and I will ask for the help I need. I have so many people counting on me that I cannot afford to fail.
The challenge is to remember all the progress I have made in life, and know that I can do it again. Because of this class I now have new tools to work with. I can choose to consider my setbacks as a test. What matters most is how I overcome my obstacles. It is pushing past the pain that builds character, and character development requires intention which is on the path to integral health (Dacher, 2006).
References
Dacher, E. (2006). Integral health: The path to human flourishing. Laguna Beach, CA: Basic Health Publications, Inc.


Friday, May 16, 2014

Unit 8


I found the Loving-Kindness and visualization exercises to be the most beneficial to me because I was the most successful at them. I found the subtle mind exercise to be the most difficult, and therefore the most frustrating. As I may have said many times before, I find it to be easier to focus my thoughts on loving and healing others. I also find it to be relatively easy to visualize outcomes, people, places, and better versions of myself. Focusing on my breathing to the exclusion of all else, or clearing my mind and not grasping at thoughts are skills I still need to develop.

I can implement these practices in my life by taking the time to practice what I have learned. I think the hardest part of any exercise routine is making it a habit. Days go by without a thought in my mind for mediation. I make a to-do list every night for the following day. I always put exercise as the first thing on my list. I think mindful exercise will have to be the next item on my daily lists.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Unit 7

Unit 7

Part One

To be completely honest I have not managed to meditate much this week. Early this morning I woke up from a bad dream. I know the dream was just a reflection of the anxiety and stress that I have been feeling lately, but that did not comfort me. I decided to meditate. First, I gave myself permission to 'fail'. I say this because so far the meditation exercises really were not working well for me. I was so worked up that I felt I had nothing to use. It worked this time...mostly. I was able to calm down and visualize a wise mentor. For short periods of time I felt stillness. I still need to work on not grasping at my thoughts, but the thoughts I was having were not worth my focus anyway. I really need to put a greater effort into making time for meditation, it is clear to me that it would be beneficial to my emotional health.

Part Two

“One cannot lead another where one has not gone himself” (Schlitz, Amorok, & Micozzi, 2005, p. 477). As a developing health and wellness professional, I can not effectively promote health if I am not practicing healthy habits. I have an obligation to my clients to develop and maintain all aspects of my health. Physical health has little meaning if I am lacking in sociopsychological and spiritual health. My personal plan for development in the latter two areas includes continuing the loving-kindness and meditation exercises I have learned in this course, and continuing to attend church and having prayer and Bible studies with my elders.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Unit 6

Unit 6
I have found the Loving Kindness exercises to be easier than some of the other meditation exercises. Perhaps it is because I can use specific mental imagery to picture loved ones or even strangers. It is so much easier to focus on sending love and healing to others than it is for me to calm my mind of background noise.

I decided to focus on two areas after completing my Integral Assessment, biological and interpersonal. As someone who is just beginning to work in the fitness industry, I absolutely must stay in shape. However due to chronic pain that has recently taken a turn for the worse, I am going to have to figure out how to manage the pain more effectively so as not to derail my career and personal fitness goals. When the pain becomes very sharp I practice deep breathing. I imagine that I am exhaling the pain and inhaling healing energy. In addition, I find that I have to make modifications to the types of exercises I do in order not to aggravate the issue. I find long walks, deep stretching, and yoga to be the most useful to me at this time.


In terms of my interpersonal relationship development I need to increase my patience towards others. I find that when I am stressed, tired, or in pain, I tend to speak sharply. I do not intend to hurt anyone's feelings, so I have really been working on developing my witnessing mind. It is not necessary for me to say what is on my mind the moment it enters my mind, taking a moment to think about what I am about to say is a very necessary step for me.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

Unit 5

I found the Subtle Mind exercise to be more of a challenge than the Loving Kindness exercise. This time I did my practice very early in the morning when I was sure that I would not be interrupted by the children. Epic fail! Perhaps this it was due to my stressful week, or perhaps it is due the the fair amount of constant pain that has been bothering me all week. Try as I might, I could not get my mind to settle. While focusing on my breath, my thoughts kept returning to my physical discomfort. Furthermore, I found the speaker's voice incredibly  distracting. When all was said and done, I ended up feeling very frustrated. Maybe I will return to the Loving Kindness practice as that seems to go a little better for me.